Caring My Heavy Load Poem by Brandy Sue Wells

Many mistakes were made and it's too late to go back I keep replaying it over and over thinking what if I did this or what if I did that
So still I sit alone crying and screaming Wanting to fix it all only knowing I can't, although this burning in my heart for my kids they are my love my life I'd would do anything to go back in time pay more attention and hold dearly to their precious life's The time I missed as I watched them grow Only praying that my love for them that'd always know Now it's gone Never forgotten I now watch their children grow I still got to forgive myself until then I'll carry this burden this heavy load I caused it all my kids paid the price