Chahta Rahaa... Poem by Amit Jaiswal 2

Wo mere diye pyar ke khat jalata raha
phir bhi main use dil hi dil me chahta rha

har bar samne milne par wo najar churata rha
phir bhi main use apni aakhon me basata rha

har mehfil mein wo meri chaht ka majaq udata rha
phir bhi main uski hansi ke sang muskrata rha

har bar dil pe mere wo chot pahunchata rha
phir bhi main uski rahon se kante uthata rha

wo bas mujhe chhod sabke sang batlata rha
phir bhi main use apne khawabo mein lata rha

wo apne dil ke dard mujhse chhupata rha
phir bhi main uske gam jaan unhe apnata rha

wo gairo ke sang apni khusiyan manata rha
main akela hi jashan uski khushi ka manata rha

har bar dil tod wo mera mujhe rulaata rha
mera gunah itna tha main use bepanah chahta rha

ha mai use chahta raha....: '(