Anesa Smajkan



'I wrote this poem because it is for all the people out there who have been molested in the past. I want for them to relate to me because I have been molested and I know what it feels like. I want other people to know what it is like for all the victims out there..... for them to go through such horrible things like that.'

He seemed like a really good man,
Seemed very nice just like batman,
The one thing they all didn't know,
He was a very sick fellow,
He has 2 kids and a wife,
It's a shame.. they didn't know what the sick thing he was doing in life,
He touched me in a way that I didn't like,
He touched me in a way that even all little girls would dislike,
What really hurts is that he never took the time to apologize,
I wish he could see the hurt and even my cries,
I use to not sleep very well at night,
It was nothing but a horrible fright,
I had a hard time and I was not alright,
To me it was nothing but hurt & pain and for him it was a delight,

Anyone who this has happened to them please don't feel ashamed,
U should's not your fault....the other person is to be blamed,
U should know that child molestation is not okay,
People can get affected in a different way,
So don't do things like cutting yourself or smoking crack,
So take counseling or a program and put your life on a good track,
Just remember to try to forget the horrible molestation that happened in your childhood,
As for me.... I will write a book and I want it to be good,
It will describe what could possibly go on in your neighborhood.

Submitted: Monday, February 02, 2009

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  • Shashendra Amalshan (5/26/2009 8:34:00 AM)

    I think every one should read this, cause anyone can be a victim of a predator, who comes in the form of a gladiator...
    write more nesa..this site is full of beautiful people, I joined last month, and i v found so many beautiful people are in good hands
    bless you and all the best in your future endeavors

    shan 10++ (Report) Reply

  • Gold Star - 10,433 Points Barbara Terry (5/25/2009 4:07:00 PM)

    I'm sorry Nesa, but this brought back very horrific memories for me. My mother sent me to an institution when I was 12 because I was 'different'. She signed away her parental rights over me 2 months later. I was now an official ward of the state. An orphan with a living parent. While I was at this institution I was molested in every you can imagine, and don't stop there. These abuses continued day after day and when the institution couldn't stop me from being me, they sent me to the state hospital where the same abuses continued day after day for 3 more years.5½ years total. Even though my mother never hit me, or sexually abused me, or starved me, she may as well have because I was sent into the lion's den and I had to protect ME with a vengenace, since the state was wanting to destroy this beautiful girl in me. I couldn't let them do that.

    This poem is raw energy and emotions fueled by what had happened to you. For those of us who have been abused physically, sexually, and mentally, understand where this poem came from and the courage it took to write it. You have really written a very courageous poem with a very impportant message. But you know what though? It doesn't matter what circumstances our abuses happened, the pain, disgust, fears, torment, sadness, depression, loneliness, and everything else too, is the same. I am crying now because I still don't unerstand why I had to go through that. But the message in this poem should allow some of us to start looking at ourselves in a positive light. A 10+++++ and thank you for sharing.

    Love & hugs,
    Barbara (Report) Reply

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