Confession Of A Treacherous Freind Poem by Ace Of Black Hearts

I remember you, but not like this.
Not scarred or marred.
Damage goods.
Before you met your fate.
Before you went through this quake.
Yes I remember you, a spoiled childhood friend.
Who was yet too afraid to take great risks.
At the family misgivings.
I think I'm the who first started you your family feud.
Not intentionally of course, but I do take fault.
Soon after you would leave for your grandmothers.
Forever to stay, forever to protect.
And you did your best, still you lost it because of your family's greed.
I'll give you that, and one friend taken was too my fault.
Out of fear, I sacrificed her for I had no true understandings of the consequences.
No excuses can rightfully be wrought.
I did fight you under the wrong guise, you tried to warn me not to be surprised.
I think you knew it as you knew her, an inter wrapped woven trap sprung.
My brother took its brunt and mirror imaged me, he was true family.
He sacrificed that friend that day, we all did.
Why her jealousy ran so deep over you I will never know.
So damned determined to destroy that girl, and me at the cost of her self.
After that nothing was the same, I disappeared as a ghost should.
You eventually found you way back to me, but it was years later with so much already lost, still I played as a little boy with his harp.
Not that I knew we would repeat the path, but this time it was my intention because of the mess you brought me into.
Three cackling hens, all aiming to own you and bringing me in.
I eliminated the two that weren't true, not that you know this but you kid will know you.
You and I are alike in this way we never really got know our real fathers.
And I didn't the same to befall your son, so I betrayed you I tried two sleep with both girls who didn't stand by you through thick and thin.
And I probably could have had the one if I rush it, the other one I knew it wouldn't work from the beginning because we were to close of friends.
I knew her as long as I did you, instead I forced her between being my friend and yours.
And it hurt, but it worked she no longer either of our friends.
She left dignity intact, and the other destroyed ever last piece of you from her wretched her heart.
I abandon her once I saw it was done, and you hated me for it.
After it all I would do the same if needed repeating, for I know the agony I went through as I watch my father take care of next door neighbors boy not visiting me at all.