Confused Poem by Cheyenne GoodBear

Should I keep holdin on?
That’s tha question that has me wonderin…
I dunno wat 2 do anymore…
I’m so confused…
I don’t like this feelin at all…
I don’t kno if I should keep fightin 4 wat I want or not.
Cuz I want chu but I don’t kno if u still like me or not.
I don’t wanna bother u if u don’t like me anymore.
Darkness…
Confusion…
Anger…
Those are tha things that build up in me er’day.
And I dunno wat 2 do bout it.
Should I move on or not?
But I kno I can’t.
It’s hard 4 me.
Why can’t we jus be together?
Ur all I want…nobody else.
I really want chu 2 kno that but I’m 2 scurred 2 tell u.
Should I tell u?
I can teach u how 2 luv…
I’ll treat chu rite.
Treat u like ur a KING.
U’ll be my king and I’ll be ur queen.
Can I be ur QUEEN?