Confused Poem by Sam Edison

I hate you I love you I love you then hate you
Your pissing me off with the way that you talk
And then when you dont talk Im pissed even more
I question why the fuc we ever existed for
Im too old for this madness too young to be stressed
At one time I really believed we were blessed
There are too many roads but dont have enough legs
To travel them all endlessly searching for friends
New friends with new ideas and righteous paths to follow
The thought of being alone sometimes too hard to swallow
I drink every last dropp at dirty city dive bars
Conversing with others freeing me from mental jail bars
I wish you the best but also wish you much hell
The sufferation you caused me like an old voodoo spell
In the back of my mind I think of happier times
Then they're interrupted by the hurt of your crimes
Crimes that are against me, our love and all that it stood for
Im brokenhearted confused feeling lost and stuck to the floor