Crumble Poem by Miranda Weller

I let my heart get involved once more. I am so much in love with this girl. This last week was so amazing, her touch, her smell, her smile, and her eyes connecting with mine, her kiss, and her body in mine. Her voice telling me I am the greatest love, never stopped loving you, I see myself with you for the rest of my life. Felt strong again, happy, in love and free. Waking up to the most beautiful person in the world is the greatest experience ever. Now it’s gone away once more. I love someone who does not love me. Am just a comfort? Am I just the one to walk on? Guess some things are too good to be true! Maybe I am just too good, treat her right always will, but maybe she is just scared to be happy with me, scared I will do to her what she did to me. Heart beats skip and dance when I see her. I can’t just be friends. She was with me and now I am supposed to watch her be with someone else. Should I be happy? Sad its not me, hurt because i cant, Cry because i dont understand why. Love lasts forever, what happend? Do I continue to wait for her, or let time heal me and let go? I guess if you love somone that much you will let go. I am hurting, three months and the feelings got stonger. Am I just her mistake? I would never deny a kiss, never deny the feelings, never deny her. I could never hate her, I love her too much. Thats why this is so tough. I dont know what to do. Her heart left me. And she is crumbling mine. Let go of the love of my life, I can't.