Cry Poem by rose red

I can't cry anymore
it's not that the pain or emotions are gone
nor that the tears no longer fall
but with the tears there's no release
it doesn't relive the pain
I cry and i feel numb
my friends ask me whats wrong
but why should they be burdened with my pain
and how can i explain to them
what i can't even truly explain to myself
and even if i could
not all of it is mine to tell
all i can do is wait for the pain to fade
and remember all those of whom I've loved