Dear ****** Poem by Felix Lugo

I hope you get this letter and it reaches you well. You been on my mind for some time. I wish I could go back and change what went wrong. I wish I was your favorite song that replays in your heart. Things between us changed. From when we first met to the last time I saw your eyes. I enjoyed the times we laughed. The times we shared thoughts and argued over little things like which food gives more comfort. I haven't heard from you in awhile. Through thoughts I even think sometimes you were made up in my mind. You see in my thoughts I painted a picture. This canvas was difficult to color. Shade after shade your beauty brushed away all fears I had and gave me light. I wish I could see you right now. People are tired every time I mentioned your name. I fear if I don't keep you current the love I have for you would die. All this time and no replies. Letters and letters were sent and none came back. I hope you are reading them. I hope it captures a thought. I hope one of them reaches you in time. Before I go and exit this life I want the world to know you were the one that brought me back when all was dark in my eyes. If only for a second of you that would be enough. I don't know if I am asking for much but all I ever wanted was an "us" It hurts to know you might be with someone else who is captivating and fulfilling those thoughts that goes through your mind. How each night they are kissing you goodnight should have been mine. Remember the hug you last gave me? The kiss you left on my cheek? The heart beat I felt when we both was one? Since you've been gone I've been lost and nothing seems the same but back to it's place before you came. My world was in a maze before you arrived. They say time will heal but how could I mend an eternal lost? You were the cause of my smile and the hope I felt and now without you its been hell. I wish you well in all that you do. My God watch over you wherever you are. May the love I have find you again within this life or the next. I lay my heart to rest.
Love,
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