Despair Poem by Nikita Kumawat

I wonder what makes someone happy, what causes despair

Kept on looking the reasons behind and met complexity everywhere

Are these feelings effect of our action Or the other way round

Why such loop is undetectable and holds us within unbound

I am writing today in an attempt to overhaul my life so far

What made me to choose this work, why did I invite this war

Daily I promise to learn new things, and focus on my capabilities

But people here take opposite stand & teach me their legacies

After giving dedication to these chairs and laptops

To my surprise, expectation was just to be among the crowd

Should I doubt my being intelligent or feel sorry for their blindness

I wish they ever know, Innovation and creativity comes with perseverance

I will stick to grow as super intelligent, even if people name me adamant

that barely intimidates, when my values endorses me to be complacent

In my Life I thought, this work could help me achieve something later

but after all patience, It materialized like a vain attempt in the air