Did I Get Meted Out! Poem by Haroon Rayyan

Am I an asset or a liability to the society?
Or maybe, by my life they feel pity;
Have I been cursed or hated by everyone?
Or maybe, I hate myself and rather not hated by anyone;
Am I a good child to my parents or an imperfect one?
Or maybe, it is a manufacturing defect! ;
Have I been cared by someone or no one?
Or maybe, I like to be alone and a unique one;
Am I a happy person or a wimp?
Or maybe, I couldn't figure it out as I got a hump;
Am I a smiley or only that I put them in a chat log, lol?
Or maybe, I only find happiness in Noels;
Am I a prodigy or an extra burden to the earth?
Or maybe, if a human like me never existed it would be a worth;
Am I living a hapless life or something else?
Or maybe, I am scared to get false;
Am I God's worth creation or a mistaken figure?
Or maybe, my will is to suffer until it get cure;
Am I the only odd one or the odds are better?
Or maybe, I learned to get odd is bitter;
Am I a person who lives life slowly or how else?
Or maybe, the world is faster to live out;
Am I the only person who lives 2G or a slower network?
Or maybe, me and my cell phone can't bear a 4G network;
Am I the only one who only tastes hardship or a harder dip?
Or maybe, hardship is the only ship I can travel without a pip;
Am I the guy who finds this journey as a burden or not?
Or maybe, the weight of the burden slips my nerve from the knot;
Am I travelling in the path of Mauna Loa or not?
Or maybe, it is not enough hot to burn my sins out;
Am I shy to face the future or afraid to go on?
Or maybe, I know my hopeless path ends soon.