Distance Poem by Pal Eternity

Distance

Sipping some whisky,
the distance hurts me,
feeling so low and drowsy,
why did u wanna leave me?
why did u wanna leave me?

So long, so frequently,
u spoke from your heart to me,
then just bored of me? ! ,
or irritated by me?
got out everything from me?

Myself feels like a ball,
played and kicked off,
discovered and thrown off,
did u enjoy hurting me?
did u enjoy using me?

I am sleepless,
speechless,
so much distress,
did i require a redress?
wish i could keep myself heartless! !