Dreams Poem by Ryann Blair

I awake and my heart starts to pounds with fear
I scramble for comfort and fight back each tear
These clouded thoughts that wake me from my dreams
This haunting painful memory that comes with silent screams
I search within myself to find a way
To simply erase that awful memory and surreal f**ked up day
If only someone could feel how I feel inside
If only I could tell someone and push away this pride...
My nerves soar with uneasiness each time I close my eyes
For I know my dreams will begin and follow with silent cries...
'2003'