Empty Hallow Feeling. Poem by chantel weston

no can feel my heart slowly braking
the fact that it feels like it is slowly tearing
and that i am no longer breathing
i try to take it slowly
to just breath and be free but the second i start thinking
my hearts starts raceing
and i have this painful empty feeling.
they dont notice when i clentch my jaw
to try and ignor the pain.
but it never works this pain is just getting worse! !
im scard that i may never be able to feel normal.
its such a strange empty feel...its like im hallow and
i know that i shouldnt be so my chest is heaving...
trying to fill that space
with what ever it can and all it has is air
it feels like pressure on my lungs
that makes it hard to breath.
this hallow feeling is eating me.
i cant stand to feel my chest so empty so hallow.
they dont seem to know what is hurting.