Encrypted Poem by Vision Ghost

When empathy is lost in anger and I am blind
To all those harsh things I have said so unkind
I guess it doesn’t matter a damn anymore now
As I fall to the ground with blood upon my brow

It was pouring out of me so drunk and so hateful
Confined to a brief happy moments so regretful
How so much potential; always ends somehow
Realign myself back again to the here and now

And realise the hurt I caused when I didn’t see
How I was behaving and letting it all go free
Unfeeling in my harsh words and twisted voice
Leaving nothing for the human heart to rejoice

So I stagger back to myself again in remorse
And somehow let this grieving run its course
May as well plead guilty when it’s all stacked
Against me now before the eyes I tried to retract

Knowing I will never get back what it was then
Lost my voice to explain; like paper without pen
To express as it was too late and no reason hears
As I abandoned myself to so many relentless tears

Can I ever move onward and let all this go forever?
Think it best I turn away from the pains’ endeavour
And put it away somewhere unread by other hearts
Let it go in pieces, conclusions and tearful parts

A great regret forever engrained upon my soul
Arms of comfort are gone as now I’m not whole
As the final pieces I will let go and now discard
Like the crystal that has lost its completing shard

I’ve put it away to somewhere dark and unseen
Maybe one day when I can figure out the scene
And find a way to untangle what was confused
Lost in the back of my mind with emotions fused