Escape Poem by hazel jackson

I'm at that stage where pain is an always will be forever in my life it hurts so bad to feel this way forever and to never feel any different I go through things that girls like me don't go through I've experienced things that are unimaginable to some people and to me it makes no sense but other than blood running from my body I don't think some people would want to be in the stage that I'm at right now for one that's because this to me is not normal and I can't really stand it it happens every 4 months or every once a month and I hate it with a passion and sometimes I wish I could Escape it all and live on without it getting in the way or hurting me....