Expired Love Poem by keron Johnson

I Paint a smile on my face, too see if you will notice my pain. But against the billion tears, it is washing it away. Anything to you I do is wrong, I try, I fail, I get rejected, I fall. Without a helping hand there to pick me up, and dust me off, why should I even bother try at all? You see me in one spectrum light to insignifent to even care. All I want you to do is stare into my eyes and see me for the real me, and see all the pain and hurt your causing me. Is there any hope for us left? Or is due to expire like a expiration date? It's ok, let me wallow in my own grief, it's not like u ever cared about me anyway, let the infection slowly spread like I'm some terminal cancer patient waiting die on there death bed. You made it seem like we were a disease, and only through pain was the cure. I saw it as trial to see If our love and relationship can hold. But under all the stress I guess it was not ment to be. Was it to heavy? I wanted to help you carry that weight, but like atlas you sentence yourself to do it alone. All I ever wanted, was to love and be loved by you, but since our past is broken, our love and that bond is broken too.