Fear Poem by Kasia Fedyk

Fear, dark side of imagination, arrives...
knocking at my door, I hear its soft knock... go away
it continues, becomes louder, with more force.. go away,
I don't want to open the door.. stands there, smiling,
I feel its breath, I hear the voice, this song, the notes in disarray,
I cover my ears, I can't listen,
my heart pounding to every disturbing piece,
fear; the musicians still at the door playing this music,
louder and loader, I cover my ears, I have to escape,
I wan to run, hide, no where to go..


bring me peace, I cry...
I want the light of my imagination, come, come....
like a hurricane, remove this masquerade of lies,
bring the rain and wind of truth,
destroy, wash it away with one force...

swiftly, profound light of truth comes,
takes over,
the music stops,
I feel light, illuminated,
I hear something, its beautiful, piano, violin,
the music perfect, with distinguished taste,
soft and gentle the notes, in perfect harmony,
pure, balanced, a ballade,
I feel it coming from somewhere deep, I am swaying to the sound of this sweetness,
... Truth of my heart