Fear Of Loss Poem by Henry Martinez

I feel very empty
Not talking to u has really affected me
For who I have no one to blame but me
Would have never thought I be
So lonely until this degree.
I used to think nothing but happy thoughts
Now I believe they were all doubts
Would you prove me wrong tell me
Tell me, Just tell me how u feel
I won't make it a big deal
Ill be patiently still.

I think I've shown u how much I really care
From all the poems I wrote which no one else would dare
I'm not much of and open person but u made me want to share
All the feelings that tell u how much I care.
You the only one I have shared with yeah its rare.
My heart keeps aching without despair
I need to find u over so u can repair
This great despair in which u do with flare.

I think ur my soulmate
This is to much for me to in-take
You know I love to take you on dates
Because those are memories we create,
But for now I just want to locate
The key to your hearts gate.
Theres no need to intimidate
your emotional shield please deactivate.
Should I illustrate, articulate, or demostrate
The feelings I want you to take.
I Want you to be my forever date.
This is what this poem with always state.
That me an you are fate.