Fears Poem by Celeste Kingi

Hold in my breath, hold in my tears,
There's no more troubles, no more fears.
Forget all the anger, forget all the pain,
Keep control of myself, don't let the worries reign.

I don't feel normal, i don't feel right,
I'm sick of the darkness, i miss the light.
The past is gone, the present is now,
I have to keep living, but i don't know how

Keep it to myself, keep it in my head,
This pain is too much, sometimes i wish i was dead.
I'm in too far, I'm in too deep,
I try to think of a way out as i cry myself to sleep.

I cant use my voice, i cant manage a scream,
I lie to myself again and again, nothing is as it seems.
I don't want to know the truth, i don't want to hear the lies,
But there needs to be justice for all the tears I've cried.

My eyes are stinging, my throat feels tight,
I don't know how much longer i can keep up this fight.
So i try to hold in my breath, try to hold in my tears,
Try to forget my worries, and try to forget my fears.