First Love Poem by Katheryn Foley

I never wanted you to go, just thought I'd let you know,

I wanted to chase my dreams before they disappear,

But I realize they are not here, I left them somewhere else,

With the light of my world the first boy I ever felt so close of loving,

Three whole years he had me wondering but then he shut me out,

And I was left by myself. so broken up inside,

He was gone and I had no idea what to do,

And the thunder rawrs up as the heavy clouds come rolling in,

And I stand beneath that darkened sky wishing he was with me

Asking god to make him stay I just don't understand how I would have to wait,

Sweetest boy I ever knew he was my bestest friend,

And I shut out this world when I found out it had to end.

Why was I not good enough, we never dated,

he never knew all that I was willing to give up for him,

It would have been the best I knew he'd treat me right,

And now he doesn't even see why I was holding on so tight.