Forgetting Is The Hardest Part Poem by Kellyn, A Grau

I open my heart and hear the winds call
My eyes fill with tears and then my frame falls
the rain starts to pour like it was feeling my pain
my world turns red and now I'm going insane
the past keeps on haunting and I'm falling apart
its like some ones taking a knife and constantly stabbing my heart
thoughts are throbbing with in my head and I'm not doing fine
I'm still not understanding how he's stuck in my mind
Why did you steal the one thing from me
the one thing i had for no on to see
you took it from me and threw me away
was it funny to watch me fall again today
you still laugh at me as if you knew i hated you
but its not fair because i hate what you do
I love you so much but i want you to die
cause every time i think about you all i do is cry
How did you make such an impact on my life
would it help me if i cut you away with my knife
How you chained me up and kissed away my fears
but now all i ever seem to find are my tears
so take me away and drag me to hell
cause its just as bad as the way that i fell
I gave you everything and You took away my soul
You wanted me to feel sorrow so you could take control
Over the way i feel so I'd come back to you
but I'll never do that and i will always hate too
So leave my mind and forget about me
cause all i ever wanted was for you and i to be
But you destroyed my heart and shattered the emotions
so now i sit here alone and I'll take on the motion
I'll get over you and be strong once again
even if that means I'll have to pretend
You said you loved me and wanted us to be friends
but all i ever got from you was pain that never ends
Time never heals no matter what they say
you always know your going to fade
so I'll take what's left of my poor mangled body
cause it appears hurting me is your hobby
I'll wash you away while the tears flow once more
so say good-bye to me and I'll walk out that door