Fresh Entrances Poem by Lawrence S. Pertillar

I am trying to find a way to restart.
Somewhere to begin to say
What is in my heart,
Right now.

Before what's in it now...
Snuggles deeper inside with the other,
Excuses made.
Seeking to reintroduce,
A redefined dignity.

While attempting to find a place comfortable,
To stay and hide disappointments lived!

I am trying to find a way to restart.
I can choose any way to begin.

But I am examining fresh entrances...
To boost a few butts to move.