Go Ahead Poem by Vanessa Kingsley

They can say your name and show me pictures.
Bring up laughs and memories.
Quote lines you said and things you did
They can ask me questions and wonder
about how I'm doing.
They can be confused and try to figure it out.
You can think of me (and I doubt you do)
You may deliberate on what to say.
But I'll never be able to explain it to you.
I'll never be able to erase the thoughts.
What you've done to my life...
You've completely changed me.
Never can I look at life the same way
I can never make a comparison (without comparing you)
Forever I will doubt.
Forever you'll be the one.
You can read this.
But will you know its you I write about?
You can tell me, anything ad everything
But will it be true?
Because they can say your name and show me pictures
Bring up laughs and memories
Quote lines you said and things you did
But I'll never show you how I feel linside.
When I see your picture and look at your eyes.