Good-Bye Poem by shenika vermaak

Good-Bye



The queasy feeling in my stomach
The pounding in my head
The only thoughts in my mind
Were wishing I was dead

My forehead covered in cold sweats
Body shakes beyond control
The endless aching my bones
As you consumed my very soul

The minutes turned into hours
The hours turned into days
suddenly, every moment that I ever lived
Was just a smoke filled haze

As I watched my body waste away
And my life slowly coming to an end
I realized. That I was wrong
You're the devil & not my friend

So, I'm taking back what's left of my life
Not one more second will you dominate
I'll bet the strength that lives in me
You didn't anticipate

Cast you spell on someone else
Find another unsuspecting prey
I came to live, NOT to die
And my life begins TODAY...

POET'S NOTES ABOUT THE POEM
i was an addict from the age of 9. at the age of 13 i couldnt take the hurt i caused my parents any longer and decided to stop... but it was not easy at all. from the age of 11 i was in and out of rehab till i was proclaimed clean on my 14th birthday...i am now 20 and to this day i still get the feeling of wanting but think about what not only i but my family went through. that devil will never overcome me again..
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