Goodbye With A Black Rose Poem by Ace Of Black Hearts

A piano plays in the background.
And suddenly everything changes.
In contact with another half hearted friend.
No passion, no soul, why does everybody look for an in.
This is game I never wanted play in the first place.
And again I ask myself why I am so lonely.
Trying to rid myself of such a desperate heart.
Tie me too a bed post, whisper in my ear what you want most.
Chasing ghosts.
Well your too late, too late.
The fire for you is already gone.
Stolen under a midnight sky with a single kiss.
What your offering is a good time, then a goodbye.
Well I'm sorry that just doesn't satisfy.
Oh no, I need love.
Yes I need love.
Not a sensual lust that will soon turn to dust.
Emotionally raped, and raked over the coal's, no baby that's not for me.
I got my eye's wide open and I can see what's beneath your skin.
You don't turn me on.
I would say I hate what you stand for, but it's the life you have chosen.
And I only have the right to judge what's best for me.
So here's a black rose and my letter.
No regrets, living my life like a burning cigarette.
And time is running out.
So I must go on searching, go on wanting.
Accepting others will never know how that feels.
So numb, so they try to fake it.
But a lie sewed no matter how good its intention will never take root in me.
Either you love me or you don't.
There is no middle ground, or grey area that I will accept.
Package delivered, message recieved.
This is the storm cloud that has been brought over me.
Being an empath is so difficult, because everybody looks so naked below there false promises and words.
Trying so hard not to cause pain, can drive one insane.
I'm supprised you even remembered my name.
But it wasn't because of the good times you did.