Grandmother Poem by Alicia Meyers

You've lived so long,
Yet not long enough,
You've seen me,
And my love.

But You haven't seen me marry,
Haven't seen your great grand heirs,
I'm your grandson,
And I miss you and I wish you were here.

It's so hard not to think of you,
I'm torn up inside,
We were really close,
And it's so hard not to hide.

I feel weak without you here,
Lost without your guidance,
I feel strong when you're here,
But since you're gone I'm weak and lost without your presence.

No one knows how you died,
God just decided to let you go,
But I want you back,
And God completely knows.

But He has told me 'no, '
Because even when I'm your grandson,
I can't have you,
But this isn't fun.

I'm not playing a game,
I'm not laughing Grandma,
I cared about you and I love you,
But you left me with a huge flaw.

You left me without someone to look up to,
Without someone with advice,
You're gone now,
And I'm not playing nice.

It's been a year since you've left to the Heaven's,
My aniversery with my girlfriend is the day you've died,
Anyone who brings up your name or the thought of you,
Makes me cry.

I know it's hard to move on,
I know it's hard to leave,
But you're my grandmother,
And everything to me.

I'm a boy whom is lost,
Who has someone that is gone,
I'm a boy without darkness at night,
Without light in the break of dawn.