Hello Fate Poem by Moses Samandar

Am I destined to be alone in life?
I never understood life.
Until now
It is pain and suffering.
I found the one I want to be with
She is so far away
I love her
But I can never meet her
It is unimaginable pain
I can get over so easily though and move on
Because I know she respects me and in my heart
We know we love each other
I will never see her sweet smile again
Because I left her
I hope time heals
I can be a better person
I have my whole life ahead of me
I hope I made the right decision
I am in neverland
As the young boy who never grew up
Or in my case never took the next step.