Hole In My Chest Poem by La Gail

Hole in my chest
every time im not numb
im frying my brain thinking of you

Im so freaking lost
and i hate you so much
but i love you so much more

Im nothing near perfect
not sure why you care
but im glad you do

I just want you forever
i will always love you

I dont know how to be friends
i cant bare to be without you

Sorry I cant talk and hold back the tears
im trying to give you space
trying to make this work

Seeing you liveing life
while i just sulk about you
I have no idea how you can live