How Can I Feel The Same Way Poem by JL Byoll

How can I feel the same way
I ask
every waking day that has passed
always infront of a looking glass.

How can I feel the same way
I say
to the walls every single day
but they never speak a word anyway.

How can I feel the same way
I shout
but always in doubt
to these words in my mouth.

How can I feel the same way
I dream
of searching the meaning
while my heart still beating.

How can I feel the same way
about you
with my feeling so true,
to show you, tell me what must I do.

How can I feel the same way
I imagine
when it will finally happen,
I say the words but no words spoken(by you) .

How can I feel the same way
about us
if our friendship gets torn
and my heart becomes all worn.

How can i feel the same way
I realise
thinking through those sleepless nights
maybe I'm not meant to be in her life.

How can I feel the same way
I wonder
if I just hold onto these words forever.
Not spoken, never.