I Can'T Change Poem by david lessard

I can't change...
Not now.
What's happened,
Has happened.
I can't erase it.
I live with the
Memories,
Powerless to forget.

You need release,
As I need release,
You need healing,
As I need healing.

I don't think that
Things can be made
New again...
We're at the end
Of the rope.

Jesus, it's hard
To put all of those
Years, Behind Us..
To finally declare,
It's over.

We vowed to
Be as one...
Through good times
And bad...
In sickness,
And, In health...
Till death.

Why does it feel
as if
I've already
died?