I Cant Go On... Poem by Mark Chavez

I cant go on

I feel so cold

I just dont kno

If ill ever have a

Better Day!

Deep in my head all i hear are these voices and they say

'I cant go on

I feel so cold

I just dont kno

If ill ever have a

Better Day! '

Sometimes i would listen to these voices

And think this was true

The pain was to much to endure on my own

And then he came

I was sittin in the darkest of night

The pain i endured from lookin in the past

Helped me grow as a man

I was looking for the path

He was there in the darkest of night with his beacon of light

While i was cold and confused

I was goin insane

For the first time in life

My heart got to cold

I lost every day to the evil in my heart

A struggle to survive

It was too much to try and endure on my own

I was down on my knees asking for his help

I was down on both knees and praying to thee

I was sittin alone and i reached to his thrown

I called for his guidance, and my faith was restored

I was sitting in the darkest of night

My heart had tear, the pain that i felt was second to none

I wanted to break down, but i had the strength to survive

I was at the end of the road, but got a second chance

'I couldnt go on

I felt so cold

I didnt kno if id

Ever have a

Better day! '

He helped me harvest this pain

The only one to take the voices in my head away

I was shivering in the darkest of night

I was so cold

He warmed me up, and now im running into marvelous light

He picked up the fragments of the shattered pieces of my heart

He was there

He gave me strength

He gave me wisdom

He gave me hope

I had some problems that i thought no one could solve

But he proved me wrong and took my pain away

I asked him father, help me out

To take all the anger away, i could no longer harvest all this pain

Now i wake up in the morning and i strive to be number one

I take my dreams and pursue

Now i know there is going to be a better day!