Sometimes I question if I feel at all
Sometimes I wonder if I acted it all
The feelings and emotions I look back and see
I had at one point, but that isn't me
Sometimes I question if I know what it means
Sometimes I wonder if it's normal to be
Lacking the heart for the ones I know
I love but at some point, it's too hard to show
It's not a numbing, I know how that feels
It started as that, but now it's surreal
The fact that I smile doesn't mean a damn thing
When the fact of the matter is I don't know what it means
To smile, to laugh, to love, to live
I often question what all of it is
It's hard to believe that this is me now
When I see what I'm lacking, to it all I avow
I confess to the fact I lie with my words
While within my heart I know they deserve
Someone that can tell them what they need to hear
But underneath it all, I believe I hold fear
By the way, Justin, welcome to Poem Hunter! This appears to be the first poem that you have posted on this site. Looking forward to reading many more of yours in the future.
This is indeed my first posted poem to Poem Hunter. Thank you for the welcome, as well as the previous compliment you had posted. Thanks again, Kim!
This poem has not been translated into any other language yet.
I would like to translate this poem
An insightful piece of poetry, well articulated and nicely penned in good rhyme scheme with conviction. Thanks for sharing Justin.
I think I should be thanking you more for your encouragement. Thank you!