I Don'T Know (How Long) [song] Poem by Christian Rivera

I don't know how long
I can take the pain of living life any longer
I don't know what to do
They say that pain makes people grow even stronger

I only wish that life was like when I was a kid
Run, fall, get back up and do it over again
Never go to sleep on an empty stomach
Don't care what life is just know you love it

I don't know how long
I can't take the pain
I can't take the pain!
I don't know what to do
Please make it go away
Just make it go!
Away-

I've got a bullet in a gun and it's locked and loaded
Put the barrel to my head to see if I can blow it
Switch the safety off and pull the f**king trigger
Not every cloud in the sky is lined with silver

I don't know how long
I can't take the pain
It's burning in my brain
I don't know what to do
Please make it go away
Just make it go!

[I joined a band with my friends and they play screamo...not my style but I figured I should be the songwriter and back-up vocalist. wish us luck! We call ourselves Blood Remains]