I Don'T Know Why Poem by ESPN CHICK

Look what you did to me now
Got me twisted in a crazy world for you
Gotta find a way around this now
And untangle myself out of this mess

But that's easier said than done
Cause I love and hate you
I don't know what to do anymore

You're such a part of my past that I just can't let you go
I wanna know if you feel the same way
But my heart won't let me ask you
My soul keeps screaming out your name

I'm so broken and it feels like that you're the one to put me together again
Those nights of long talks kept me smiling
Kept me at the edge of my seat

I don't ever wanna lose you
Don't ever wanna forget you
You mean so much to me
Although you don't know it

I don't think you need to know it
We're so far from each other
I know things won't work anyhow

I just can't help myself now
To think of you how you twisted me around
How you don't even know how I feel not even close to knowing
It's my best kept secret and so are you

You're the secret I'd like to keep forever and ever more
Hardly anyone knows about you
And I guess that's the best thing

I think you're cool and funny
Though sometimes you confuse me
Its all okay cause I don't want it any other way
You mean so much to me and I don't know why

You've pulled me under with your words
I swear I feel so foolish
But it feels so right when I know its wrong

I don't know why I think of you like I do
I don't know why soul screams your name
I don't know why I never had the nerve to tell you how I feel
Just a little something in my mind tells me that I don't need you



July 25,2009