I Don'T Know Why... Poem by Samantha Stough

I don’t know why
But I’m feeling hypnotized
And a bit psychotic
Static yet chaotic
I’m more numb
Than a corpse in the snow
Feeling kinda down
Just standing around
At a crowded rock show
Hands upturned to the night sky
Laying in the grass wondering why
You and I can’t just stay here forever
Why your arm eventually has to let me go
It’s not even because
I’ll end up missing you
It’s just the only time I forget it all
The only time I’m even close
To being satisfied with where I am
And who I’m with
The satisfaction never lasts
I go home
And the memory’s charm already passed
My house, my hell
I just fall back on my mattress and sigh
On my pillow
Is where forever ends
And all good things come to die