I Give Up Poem by Alison Smith

I have finally reached the time
Where I cant find a path from my pain
I can no longer try to seek
I am too tired to try again

I know there are a few who will miss me
But they will soon turn to other things
My passing will be a little set back
Nothing to worry anyone for long

I have tried to fit the model
I have suppressed my feelings for too long
Now all I want is a finality to it all
The is no place for me

I see through all the disguises
I know what lays beneath
I cant pretend to not see anything
And what I see is too painful for me

So this is my final trip
This path is the only one left
I will never be able to find what I seek
SO I GIVE UP