I Hate Poem by Anita Khelawan
I Hate
I hate my life,
There were many times I wish I could die.
I at times really feel like dying,
But I only end up crying.
I hate my life,
And every thing (almost everything) in it.
Sometimes I just want to end it.
To forget all my miseries and sorrows,
Don't even bother about seeing another tomorrow.
At times I want to cut myself,
It's hard to do but it's like that's only thing that would help.
I know I am talking out of vexation.
I don't care.
I want to hurt the people who hurt me so bad,
Make them cry and feel real sad.
I feel so fed up,
People from outside would say 'Shut Up! ! '
You don't know what you talking about.
But I am not them,
And they are not me.
So please let me be.
At times I wonder what's my purpose,
Is for me to stay on this earth,
And basically just hurt,
Wait till it gets more worse.
So many things I hate.
Living up to so many expectations,
Wondering if I'll ever meet them.
Things people say to me it come off as me being dumb.
Not like that is what I think of myself.
There are times when I genuinely smile,
A blow from reality tells me things ain't right.
Maybe just maybe things might go my way,
And I'll actually see a brighter day.
Most times I feel so alone,
Constantly reminded I've got problems in my own home.
I feel so tired I just want to rest my head,
Days like these make me feel I'm better off dead! !
Deep feelings of sadness written with clarity of thought and mind. Well articulated and nicely crafted from the heart. Thanks for sharing Anita.
hate. Living up to so many expectations, Wondering if I'll ever meet them. Things people say to me it come off as me being dumb. Not like that is what I think of myself. There are times when I genuinely smile, A blow from reality tells me things ain't right. Maybe just maybe things might go my way, And I'll actually see a brighter day. Most times I feel so alone, Constantly reminded I've got problems in my own home. I feel so tired I just want to rest my head, Days like these make me feel I'm better off dead! ! Anita Khelawan Poems by Anita Khelawan: 43 / 114 « prev. poem next poem » Thanks for poem 10++++++-+++ Comments about I Hate by Anita Khelawan
quite stirring and heartfelt, but then that is life.There are disappointments but we must have faith in God.
There are times when I genuinely smile, A blow from reality tells me things ain't right. Maybe just maybe things might go my way, And I'll actually see a brighter day. ohhhhhh nooooo you should not hate. dont think of dying, cutting the veins. just repeat in your heart today. i am good, i am loving, my life is planned by God. God is going to guide me and protect me. my life has a meaning. i will live here to do good to the poor and abandoned. is it ok my dear Poetess? thank um my dear poetess. tony
Hi Tony.. thnx you so much... i really appreciate what you wrote :)
Most times I feel so alone, Constantly reminded I've got problems in my own home. I feel so tied I just want to rest my head, Days like these make me feel I'm better off dead! ! ... life is so adventerous and one must face it bravely as it will not end up with our death..very nicely placed at my heart. i loved it....10 read mien you go alone... go back.. pulled from deep sleep
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4/25/2024 9:47:35 PM # 1.0.0.1119
It's a really great poem I remember when I once felt like this