I Hate You! Poem by Mr. TUNECHI

I hate you, but i love you I can never let you go no matter what you put me through you always feel like home for every smile you create you make a thousand more tears for every dread you take away you create a thousand more fears and the very one that holds me together shatters me into pieces
you're the only one i want to be with forever but your love for me only decreases you tell me now after all this time that you don't love me completely and now i'm suppose to be alright knowing all you've done is deceive me now every time i hear those words 'I love you' i'll feel only pain
the reality that i once knew, blurs and i find it's not the same when i know those words are just a lie and i'm left with only my love for someone who's love for me has died because i'm never good enough it hurts to go on without you not knowing what is or ever was real I just don't know what to do emptiness and confusion is all i feel all i can do is live in denial and pretend you actually love me and hope that after a while you'll come to your senses and see that you're in love with me and you can never stay away like everyone else can see I hope you see the truth someday i hate you, but i love you i can never let you go and no matter what you put me through
you always feel like home.