I Just Dontknow About This One..... Untitled.... Poem by Heather Taylor

try to figure me out
it wont work
see what im about
or how i lurk
why i dress this way
or dye my hair
is it to get you to stay?
or to benefit those who stare?
why do i say
the things i do?
cause i like to play
or i actually say what you want to?
why am i not scared
to be this way?
cause my tempers flared
or i like to stray?
do i wonder
to be curious
or to ponder
whether or not youre serious?
was the night
we spent toghether
just a one night flight
or a friendship to last forever?
when you were up on stage
i noticed your glance
i still cant seem to turn that page
though i know ill never get a chance.
i like everything
about who you are
the way you sing
and play your guitar.
ive got to stop
living this dream
this thought has to cease, for
you didnt say anything you really mean.