I'M Not Sure How I'M Still Doing This Poem by Nicholas Neato

Yeah, thats right
I'll say what I want
Power's all in your head
Give what you want
You want it so bad
Toss your hair, flaunt
Dress yourself up doll
Castle walls I haunt
Am I bringing you down
Oh boy if these walls could talk
With the voices of the dead
I'd hit my mark
I'd hit it big
The explosion needs the spark
The stage needs its performer
I need the part
This whole things rotting out
It's rotting out my heart
I'm so tired and burned out
Not sure how I've made it this far
But I need to got out of this place
But I need a car
I need a job
I need a bar
I quit drinking years ago
The thought never wonders to far
Another habit's all I need
Like another coin, in the jar