Sometimes... I just amaze myself.
How can I say i'm okay?
How can I pretend i don't need you?
How can I act like I just want a friend
When I know you could help me out
Of this depression I'm falling into?
What hurts the most
Is I was so close
I had so much to say
But then I said 'i'm okay'
Why did I decide to pull away
Why did I say that 'i'm okay'
I still have so much to say
But all I manage is 'I'm okay'
And I know you should help me
But I don't know how to let you
How do I fake my apathy
i'm so numb. i want to feel
But I'm scared cuz I don't want to let go
To my hiding place. I keep pretending.
I keep being fake and i pretend not to care
how can i refuse a jem so rare?
i just want you to be here
But baby... baby i don't want u too near
What hurts the most
Is I was so close
I had so much to say
But then I said 'i'm okay'
Why did I decide to pull away
Why did I say that 'i'm okay'
I still have so much to say
But all I manage is 'I'm okay'
Repeat
Sometimes... I just amaze myself.
How can I say i'm okay?
How can I pretend i don't need you?
This poem has not been translated into any other language yet.
I would like to translate this poem