Every now and then I lye awake
And I think about different things and sometimes I cry
Its my lullaby that gets me to sleep
Thoughts still run through my mind of suicide
Even though I know I would never go that far anymore
But I'm still alone
Pain is still balled up inside
And I'm still confused about everything
I feel lost within my zone
And I can't seem to find my out
Every time I think I've found my way
I wind up in the same place over and over again
I try so hard not to cry
But this pain is just to much for me
And all I want to do is restore to become unbroken once again
December 13,2007
This poem has not been translated into any other language yet.
I would like to translate this poem
i know exactly how u feeling rite now cause like i am going through the same phase in this poem of yours. Thank you for writing this feeling as a poem. :)