I Miss You Poem by MISS SEXY MAMA

Summer leaves start to bloom all around
The birds chirp in the morning is a lovely sound
I walk among the trees try to understand
If life is nothing but us passing this lonely land
Grass starts to turn that shade of green
apple trees start to flower this is what I have seen
I remember us sitting on a blanket under the stars
We tried with all our might to drown out the passing cars
Being with you that summer was my best summer yet
You bought me many things; stuff I have and always kept.
The days blurred and all became one; they went by so fast.
Before we knew it school was only a few weeks away I wanted summer to last
You board the plane I didn’t want to say good-bye
You looked at me with your beautiful eyes, I try not to cry
I see you walk away from me Oh how I wish I could have stopped you
You look back one more time and give me your famous smile, wink and wave
I wave to you and try to smile through my tears, this moment I will forever save.
Driving home in my car I know something isn’t quite right
I try to shake this feeling and the tears run down my face I try to fight.
Two days go by when I get the phone call; its you mom and dad
She wants to know if you’re still here; she sounds very sad.
Well of course you’re not and I say so then I get a big silent sound
Then I hear your mom crying on the other end, I hear her say they found.....
I don’t understand what she is trying to say to me
They ask if they could come top my house and to see
Your mom and dad arrive at the house they look weary
Your mom, she looks like she hasn’t slept and her eyes are teary
They ask to sit down, I get that feeling again that something-is-wrong-feeling
They tell me that you have been in an accident; these words have my reeling
Your parents say that your are dead, this one word is all I hear
I shake my dead denying saying they are wrong I fear
They shake their heads no as their eyes began to fill up with tears
As they began to tell me how you died, I realize this is my worst fear
My mind can’t process the thought I won’t see you ever again
My body goes weak and I choke back a sob and the shaking begins
I can’t believe that you are gone, my heart is broken in two.
I wished right then and there I could have went with you.
At your funeral I couldn’t stop crying out your name
My world is shattered into pieces, I will never be the same
I wish I could make this pain in my heart and should to go away’
You should not have gone on the plane, you should have stayed
Now you are gone and I am still here crying out your name forever
You promised me that we will never be apart and always be with each other
Its been three years since I said good-bye to you my love, my friend
I dreamt of you last night again, you looked happy at the end
Something was different about you last night
I didn’t know what until the morning light
On my very disorganized desk I look at your picture that I took
There is a box that I keep with of my memories of you, I take a look
A note lays on top and when I read it I began to cry
I wonder if this is what you had tried to say and wondered why
The note said a simple phrase that you wrote
It said “Please know that I love you forever and always and if something happens to us so that we aren’t together anymore promise me that you will move on even if it hurts.”
I knew right then and there what you tried to say to me
You want to me to know that its OK for me to move on now, I see
Its been five years now since I said good-bye to you
I want you to know that U have moved on; my heart isn’t in two.
I think about you now and again the pain is fading from my heart.
You, my love, my friend will always be a part of me; now I began a new a fresh start.
I won; t forget the times we spent together on my floor.
I must go now for my friend is knocking on my door.
Good-bye