I Miss You.... Poem by Cassandra Hooper

I remember when we smiled
And never ran out of things to say
But that was when you were here
Before you went away
I've cried every night
I wake up screaming your name
Its never gonna be alright
Its never gonna be the same
I miss you
I miss hearing your voice
You were forced to leave
This wasnt your choice
I hate that she did this
I hate that she made you leave
Without you by my side
I dont even try to breathe
Its not worth the pain
Not worth collasping on the floor
Not worth the blood in the sink
I can't take it anymore
Its getting harder
To live in this life
Much more difficult
To ignore the knife
And I swear I'm just
A step away
From driving off
The edge today
I need to feel your arms
Tightly wrapped around me
But I'm forever yours
Fatally