I Need To Cry Poem by Loren Denny

Dont i deserve
a good cry
The kind that
bleeds demise

I need to ease
whats deep inside
Maybe you know
the type
Before i am
without try's
When shallow breath
tells my goodbye

Never had any
as many implied
Brought me to love
me. All lies?
Did my soul secrete
them in another life
Maybe emotion for me
has somehow untied

With this desire I pray
on knees to high
Please let me feel
relief i've not realized
Any of the tears which
fall catagorized
An event of love
wealth or beauty cry

Dont I deserve to cry?
if not then why lord?
Why