I Never Heard Poem by Pablo Loves Life

The cold barrel is against my head
WAIT...is there not something that I would regret?
Someone that I did not write or phone
or told that I'm so alone...
Regrets come too late
so death is my only fate
I should pull the trigger now
and maybe I would hear the KAPOW!

Would this make the world a better place,
would I still have Gods grace?
You know that I love you,
but I just dont know what else to do
I wonder if I would hear the KAPOW!
or would it just be silent... like it is now?

a Final cheers and a double gin
as I lift the cold barrel to my chin
I'm going to pull the trigger now
say farewell and take my final bow...

........I never heard the KAPOW!