I Never Wanted Poem by Emma Jane Rae

I never wanted you to go,
I never wanted you to leave,
But you've left me broken hearted,
And now I'm struggling to breathe,
I never wanted you to hide things from me,
Or cover the truth with a lie,
But now I'm sinking further down,
I'm drowning everytime I cry,
I never wanted any of this,
The heartache that you've caused,
All I wanted was your love,
And for it to never feel forced,
The tears are coming,
Thick and fast,
How long are these feelings,
Going to last?
You don't call me,
You don't even text,
What the hell,
Am I meant to do next?
My life's dramatically changed,
And it's not for the good,
You've hurt me in ways,
I never thought you would,
But I need you to know,
That I love you still,
I know this isn't the real you,
This is because you are so ill.