Sian Mein

Another day I walk into our school...
As I enter my classroom, I think of you...
I sat silently into my chair with noticeable gloom...
I try to smile, laugh like before,
But it's not the same when I'm not with you...

I remember the days, the happy memories
Days without sadness, disorder nor worries!
Because on those days, your beside me, and Darkness flees!
The moment your shoulder touches against mine, time will freeze.

I remember how you used to care so much for me...
whenever I feel down, you always sit beside me.
Hold my wrists and say 'Its Gonna be alright, you'll see! '
Oh..those days..I miss so much...the good ones at least..

Then, we stumbled into a conflict we never wanted...
It destroyed our friendship, the bond we created
We both ended very much likely frustrated
Your smile, your laugh, your love for me....Faded

I need help, I apologized once.But You ripped it apart
I became a woman with a broken heart
I don't know where to start
My Focus, my goals, my Mind started to depart

I pretended to be happy..Pretending like nothing happened
My anguish, hatred, discordance, Toughened
My life went terribly wrong, My sights Darkened..
I took a new turn, my condition worsened...

But though I'm masked by this Goo
Deep inside my heart still calls for you
I pretend to hate you, that is true.
But I've always wanted to tell you that
'I still Love you! ! ! '


By Sian Mein