I Swear, I Didn'T Do It! Poem by Heart of Ice Die Die Die

I keep wanting to say
I love you
and hold you close.
But then it hits me in the head,
he's not yours anymore. He's hers.
You cast him off
even though things didn't change
for long.
Now you're caught
in a web of confusion.
We both are.
Neither of us know what to do for sure.
You-
caught between me and her.
You love her
but still have feelings for me.
Me-
him, you. Ex possible boyfriend.
The guilt of leaving you
and the guilt of getting between you and her.
I'm so sorry.
Sorry for everything.
And I don't want to hear you say
it's okay.
Love you!
I didn't say!


Nov.-12-09